Been in the house for a most of the past couple weeks because the weather is pretty cold. I got no money and no job and it’s been brutal trying to find a job. My sober group doesn’t really talk to me and even after over 90 days alcohol free I still want to drink again because of fomo at bars. I still smoke thc as it makes staying home feel much better. Just in a huge rut and don’t know what to do. Still trying to get an appointment with a therapist and it’s taking forever so here I am venting my dirty laundry on here with no other options. My apologies for posting personal stuff on this page. Just got nowhere else to go for conversation
There are websites and or apps like meetup where you can find new hobbies and friends. As for anxiety, you may as well pick up one of cognitive behavioural/anxiety workbooks. It’s likely your therapist will prescribe something like it as homework anyway and it’s best to know what you want to talk about ahead of time as starting therapy can be awkward. Also I liked the book “In the face of fear, Buddhist wisdom for challenging times”